everything hurts and I’m so so scared.
I’m scared of everything.
"Self-definition has been a responsibility I’ve wholeheartedly taken on as mine. It’s never a duty one should outsource. Of this responsibility, writer and poet Audre Lorde said, “If I didn’t define myself for myself, I would be crunched into other people’s fantasies for me and eaten alive.” Self-definition and self-determination is about the many varied decisions that we make to compose and journey toward ourselves, about the audacity and strength to proclaim, create, and evolve into who we know ourselves to be. It’s okay if your personal definition is in a constant state of flux as you navigate the world."
Janet Mock, Redefining Realness
virgo have a heavy consciousness which gives them a heavy task in life. within virgo, there are multiples of worlds with one strict plan. virgos are like universe witnesses, like microscopes of god - who witness the eternal unfitness of things and the intricate majesty of nature.
"You’re not like other girls"
Yes actually I am. Girls are awesome, shut the fuck up.
Sunset Strip billboard for Joni Mitchell’s Blue, released June 22, 1971.
Earth Signs and the Mistrust of Clocks-
Those with Taurus, Virgo or Capricorn influence may have an innate mistrust of the ticking time they see on the faces of clocks. Time is something to be felt, something that pulsates through the ground, and a hand moving around a clock doesn’t seem to accurately represent it. They may check the time obsessively, never being able to grasp time as a viewable concept.